I Hate My Life

It's 8:30pm and I'm still at work.

I'm supposed to be rehearsing right now, but I had to cancel at the last minute, and felt like an utter shit since Frances had been waiting for me at Elephant and Castle.

Right now I'm feeling the dilemma of having to choose between my band and my job. And I can't afford to give up my job. The band feels like a major hassle at the moment anyway but life doesn't seem worth living without it.